Friday, November 28, 2008

..third eye blind..

So its a Sabtuday over and over again. Not much can i say. Terbangun lambat la tadi. Kinda skipped my pathan lecture. Hate it when i do that. Its because i'm skema. Huhu. When i have some free time or when i'm bored, i bother myself with playing Football Manager 2008, and nowadays i'm playing the Dutch league, kinda sick of always losing, but hey, i'm always looking on the brighter sight of things. =)

Lately because i got no time of watching any movie or series, i resorted to just watching documentaries and Top Gear instead. Sadly, i'm already out of Top Gear episodes! And all the documentaries are about terrorists, Islamists, people with beard, and frankly i'm sick of it. But lately i've been watching this sort of Malaysian series lah, on NTV7, called Frontpage. Not your conventional Malaysian series i must say. Tony Eusoff looks good speaking English, but Jehan Miskin, well, you are better suited to Malay speaking rich boy material.

Yan the handball captain asked me to join the handball training again tomorrow, which i declined because i'm broke, i dont have the heart to play for the uni again, and i want to reserve whatever energy i have as much as possible. Meaning, i'm playing one sport only. Well, i do like football, and there's a try out i think later this weekend, but i'm not going either. I know my potential. Its painful, but to accept one's weakness, is to me,a great thing also.

And here i am, alone in my room..

Thursday, November 13, 2008

..strawberry on a shortcake..

What the hell la this week. Its like every single day there's like some kinda exam. I'm burned out really,but what to do la,thats what i expect when i first applied to come here and further my education blablabla.. Got a new printer+scanner+copier. Ah. So life would be much easier this time around huh. Hoho. I think i got to get myself ginseng lah. Or maybe some sort of vitamins or whatever. Oh perhaps its because of the weather. Or perhaps because of all of those traveling to classes and hospitals. This printer is quiet cheap lah.

I'm still aiming to save myself 1000rubles a month from my monthly abah allowances. Because as people know, i'm not sponsored by any government bodies or any political parties. So that you know, abah gave me exactly RM1000 a month. So saving 1000rubles a month means saving, erm, RM130 a month. I spent about 10months in Russia, which means if i properly follow this discipline, i would have collected RM1300 by the time i go back home for holiday. Woohoo! Although that doesnt necessarily is the case because at times, i tend to overspent..Sob sob..This kotak biskut of Danish cookies is my faithful tabung. *Wink*

This blog is not exactly open to all people. I did make my blogger profile private,which means people wont really know the title of my blog. Oh unless they've noticed it on my Friendster account huhu. Its because really, i want to express myself fully here,without care for anyone else in the world. So if i rant and rave all i want, i dont want people to menyibuk or tanya all sort of questions. Its just me. Ok? Dont bother. I'll be ok. I just want to write all the crap i want.

Damn totally addicted to the Diary of Jane song.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

.is this microphone on?.

So yesterday i played futsal again lah. The usual,weekly things. To her annoyance. I had some big aspirations yesterday, intended to score a goal too, since the fact that we always train with the opponents,and maybe i got some inside info,somehow i thought "oh yeah i got a fucking chance to score and celebrate like a madman!". Alas it didnt happen. I still had the bout of nervousness, and that usual butterfly in the stomach thing. Come on lah. There were lots of viewers, plus i'm wearing pink! So in the end, i played like cibai and was substituted for the second half. But hurrah hurrah, the game ended with us, Gastroboi 3-1 Akula. Hepi gile seh! Hehe. If in the end its like this, then i dont mind lah. But the thing is, i'm really frustrated with myself for not playing up to my standards. Shocking really.

Need more sleep. Cheers.