..smile..

This song is dedicated to me, by my special someone.... =) I'll make sure to smile for you, every single day..

280510

..miss murder..

Looks kinda big..my feet... :D

Damn it why cant I sleep more than 6 hours straight in a day? Somehow it happens that I woke up because of something. Is it in the genes? Is it because I'm a creep? I'm a weirdo? (haha had a Radiohead moment =p) My body tells me that I need enough rest and sleep for the coming difficulties in student life, which I dont wanna brag about it because every student must have these "end of semester anxiety". Exams, tests, friendship, love life? Haha maybe I can omit the latter, keep things professional for now yeah :D

Yes, such a typical beautiful Saturday in Moscow.

Its a beautiful Saturday, and somehow I'm sitting in front of the laptop with yesterday's orange shirt, wearing shorts, and an empty stomach. Yes. I am that lazy. Sometimes I bath only once a day, cause you know, I'm not really a fan of getting my head wet every so often, I tend to get a headache. Before I knew it, I wasted half a Saturday already, talking crap on my blog, and waiting if my friends had arranged for this weeks' futsal game or not. Whenever I dont play futsal, I would feel down for a week... =(

So what to do for today? Perhaps I should make lunch first. Then bath. Then watch all those daily stuff that I always watch like...

My idol Takuya Kimura in Mr Brain.



A sad story of a genius, j-dorama, Satorare.


Korean drama I'm Sam (I'm a teacher).


Adamaya.

Gotta cook dinner early for today, its the UEFA Champions League final tonight, between German champions Bayern Munich and Italian champions Inter Milan. For all of Bayerns attacking force, I think Mourinho's Inter are more ruthless and cold, calm and calculating. So there you go, I'm rooting for Inter. Forza Inter!!

Portuguese conqueror, Jose Felix Mourinho.

..paranoid android..

Things that I hate currently? Observe.

A dirty, dirty toilet.

Messy stove and kitchen.

Dirty dishes.

Messy and funny smelling room.

Leaving the door open. So that cockroaches and rats can come in.


Please change the attitude. You dont need to be super clean. Just be clean is good enough.

..breath..

Awesome song...can't get it out of my head recently..

..lovefool..

When the sky is blue and the clouds are out, that is when you should go out and take a walk about.

In 1991, when I was 5 years old, our family moved to Belgium to follow my dad, who was about to do his specialization in neurosurgery at the Katholieke Universiteit Leuven, which you can guess by now, is located in the city of Leuven, Belgium. You see, my dad went to Dutch language classes countless times before we moved there, my mum didnt take those classes, me and my sister also didnt. But as I remember, when we went to school there and became friends with them, it took as maybe around 2 or 3 months to master the language. I guess kids do that. They dont even teach us to speak the Dutch language. We just learned it, naturally. My sister was 2. And she spoke Dutch fluently like a little Belgian toddler. And I just thought, who the heck taught her that? Kindergarten did that to her? My mum took Dutch language classes when we arrived there, and she could speak moderately at best.

Leuven is a beautiful old city.

I for once, eventhough I was only 5 then and came back to Malaysia when I was 9, absolutely think that living in Belgium was one of my best memories in my life. During school holiday, we went to Scotland to visit my uncle and aunt, England, France where we went to Disneyland and the royal France palaces, Germany, the snowy tops of Switzerland, the beautiful tulips of the Netherlands, and so on.

Now everybody wants a yellow helmet.

We had cable television. Which was how I learned English. Seriously. I watched World Cup 94, Formula 1 races when Nigel Mansell, Alain Prost and the great Ayrton Senna was fighting each other, countless box office movies and cartoons, all in English. My school doesnt teach the subject English. So it was kinda weird that I learned English all from the idiot box.

My dad used a bicycle to go to the hospital. It wasnt far away though.

I had great friends when I was there. We were 3 good friends, me, Stephane and Nicky. Not surprisingly, they were all guys. Although I did had a little crush on a classmate named Laura haha.. =p We were such good friends that I even went to Stephane's house to play board games sometimes on the weekend. It was good times. There were no bullies or nerds or anything, everyone was friends. Every Wednesday, it was mandatory for us to go to swimming class. I learned how to swim, which was very useful, but until now, I still dont know how to float damn it. But atleast I can swim.

Theres so much I want to talk about, but I just cant remember right now. Perhaps I'll add on later. Cheers. Have a great weekend!

..around the world..

Class of Delta, SASER Pioneers.

My class of form 4 and 5 Delta of SASER 2002. My words may be harsh, but dont take it too seriously, its just some things from my heart, hehe..

1. Muzakkir (Lobo, Mama, Mamalobo)
-Dia ni besar, tinggi, tegap, gelap dan pandai main basketball. Dah macam Michael Jordan pun ada haha. Entah camne pulak dia ni jadi pengawas sekolah. Tapi dia ni selalu kena target dengan Ustad Farid hehe. Subjek favorite dia Kimia dengan Fizik. Dia ni pelik sikit, tapi aku memang tak hairan la sebab kebanyakan budak Delta pun sama jugak hehe.

2. Zul-Izzi (Watson)
- Berbadan tough dan tangan yg selalu berpeluh2, orang yg paling rendah dalam klas, tapi sangat kuat. Muka macam Watson Nyambek, pelari pecut Malaysia yg mengamalkan makan daging buaya. Pernah jadi wakil sekolah main ragbi, selalu jadi bahan buli aku dgn Razi. Ada handphone tapi nak sorok2, blah la wei. Selalu call awek secara bersembunyi kat mana2 sudut tah, pastu nak berpeluh2.

3. Zukhairi (Zack)
- Pengerusi klas, antara budak pandai dalam klas. Murid kegemaran cikgu, petah berkata2. Selalu pakai songkok dlm klas. Pandai main bola. Suka menyanyi dalam klas, memang suara sedap pun hehe walopon ada bunyi2 macam belum baligh lagi. Selalu tanya aku kalau dia tak paham subjek English. Selalu jugak aku tiru homework dia hehe.

4. Khairul Azfar (KD, Ketua Dorm)
- Dalam klas dia pakai songkok, tapi kat luar dia pakai topi je 24jam. Mengamalkan konsentrasi yg penuh ketika waktu prep, akan buat muka tensen bila ada orang bising2. Suka subjek Fizik dgn Add Maths kot. Selalu jugak bermesra2 dgn cikgu. Orang Seremban. Garang dia ni.

5. Ariffin (Ipin)
- Dia ni survive tak lama, form 4 kat Saser pun tak abis. Selalu membanggakan diri, menggelarkan dirinya "Otai Tampin" padahal bak kata Mamalobo takde pun orang Tampin yg kenal nama Ipin hehe. Muka dia kelakar.

6. Syazwan (Wan)
- Bermuka serius dan seperti mat bunga2. Selalu je kemas. Kadang2 dia suka marah2 orang buat muka serius lepas tu tiba2 senyum balik, bajingan btul. Satu geng dengan Razi ni, Geng Gagak Hitam.

7. Azizi Aizi (Azizi)
- Kalau dalam klas cakap banyak je, tapi bila depan cikgu alahai, baiknye die, pijak semut pun tak mati hehe. Skang ni jadi askar, wa respek ar sama lu. Suka buat lawak gay dengan Razi atau Wan.

8. Mior Azrul Anuar (Mior, KU, Ketua Umum)
- Mat jambu. Suka lepak dengan geng koop. Yang merupakan jambu jugak. Favorit cikgu2. Penah jadi Ketua Umum. Tak aktif sangat sukan. KD suka bermesra2 dengan Mior.

9. Hakimi (Babad)
- Orang JB. Badan besar, bapak dia polis ooo. Power main ragbi dan sukan orang yg berat2 ni. Kadang2 aku tak paham apa dia cakap, ada la skali skala dia merepek.

10. Shah Rizal (Shah I)
- Budak paling pandai dalam klas kot. Dia ni baik, tak lokek nak ajar aku, atau bagi aku tiru homework hehe. Tapi payah sket ar sebab tulisan dia cincai skit. Minat David Beckham dgn Manchester United.

11. Mohd Ar-Rahman (Rahman, Ramanathan)
- Rambut pacak2, ada uban. Suka main basket, power subjek English. Pengawas sekolah. Kadang2 dia ni poyo, tapi aku rasa dia ni baik hati je. Menjadi bahan kutukan disebabkan warna kulit tapi dia tak kesah sebab dia seorang yg cool.

12. Faiz (Hulk)
- Badan besar jgk macam Mamalobo. Muka macam bapak orang. Aku penah bergaduh dgn dia skali sebelum exam, pasal benda bodo kot. Pandai dribble bola, suara pun sedap. Cuma perangai je something skit. Kadang2 tu tiba2 je meja dia sorang je letak kat tengah2 klas bawah kipas. Pastu letak buku bersusun2 atas meja padahal ada je locker kat blakang, takpun simpan dalam meja bole jgk. Aku penah tensen sebab die pinjam buku lab Biology aku pastu tak ngaku amik, tapi aku tau dia ni baik.

13. Raja Abdul Malik (Raja)
- Rambut belah tengah dengan tepat skali. Ahli band nasyid Saser, Sautulfirdausi. Suka berangan2, menyanyi dan tido dalam klas. Geng dengan Mior.

14. Khairul Anuar (Nuar, Mat JB)
- Slalu nyanyi lagu2 rock kapak. Anak tokey kilang tisu kat JB. Selalu mandi pakai boxer yg see-through eeeeeeeeeeee...Tak penah bersukan. Antara salah sorang yg boleh masuk dgn aku. Rajin mengutuk orang macam aku. Slalu ketawa terkekeh2. Muka takdela hensem pun, tapi terer mengayat perempuan.

15. Hakim (Hakim Jarkoni)
- Ustad dalam kelas Delta. Dulu satu skolah dengan Razi, tapi perangai jauh berbeza. Skang blaja kat Jepun. Pandai nyanyi nasyid, pandai main bola. Tak penah aku dengar dia mencarut skali pun. Selalu je cool walau camne pun keadaan.

16. Azim (Tony)
- Muka macam mat saleh. Lembut je orangnye. Tapi gf dia lagi tua dari tua dari dia, damn. Orang yg pengemas, tak banyak cakap.

17. Khairul Afendi (Koboi)
- Muka samseng tapi pandai. Wakil sekolah main ragbi, keeper untuk team bola, takraw. Respek woo tengok dia jadi keeper. Dive sana sini save bola. Terer Fizik dgn Maths.

18. Fakhrurazi (Razi, Aton, Syaiton, Syaitonirrajim)
- Budak paling istimewa dalam kelas. Tidur dalam klas tak hingat. Pantang ada masa free mesti pakai towel pastu pegi toilet. Buat apetah. Slalu je wangi, padahal skolah ktorg skolah lelaki tah siapa dia nak ngorat pun tak tau. Ustad Farid suka kacau dia. Ahli anti-nasyid, Sautunnar dan Ketua Geng Gagak Hitam. Suka pinjam komik aku, beli sendiri tak nak.

19. Naqqib
- Aku.

..creep..

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/naqqibsaffari

..she will be loved..

Syikin gets in my way! >:

Sometimes, not sometimes, every single time, I think I'm some kinda weirdo, or creep, or "some bloody guy that happens to always be there but I don't know him really"(but definitely not a pervert hehee). I just don't mix well with people. My friends are either socially awkward ones like me, no good luck with girls like me, losers who likes to read comic books like me, and those that dont speak much like me.

Its the footballers' trend, wearing alice bands. My friends Anna and Yumnesh.

I guess thats the thing isnt it? We are friends with those we are comfortable with, with those that we can relate to. I always think that friends cannot only be counted with numbers, its those that in the end, when you are down and out, will always sympathise with you. Its always quality over quantity. When I get frustrated sometimes, dudes like Johan and Haikal will always be there for me, even in the darkest of night, just hanging out at the mamak place, talking crap and stuffs.

Dead boring in the Trauma lecture. Two anonymous persons can be seen sleeping over here.

Enough unhappy stuffs, what about happy stuffs? Hehe. Somehow this month, I was kinda free with my spending, not that I regret about it though, as I did have some spare money to spend before. So I went to H&M to buy sunglasses, to Adidas and Reebok to buy budget football club jerseys, and Topman to buy some socks.

Checkered socks. My roomate have some. But his are ankle length.


Russia!!!

CSKA Moscow.


Lokomotiv Moscow.


H&M sunglasses. Nivea deodorant not included.



Lastly, just some light snack! :D

..when you were young..

I think I'm a shy person. Quite a shy person. I dont talk unless people talk to me. I prefer just to keep my earphones on and listening to my playlist. I'm not a people's person. And I'm especially not good when talking to girls. I dont really know what to talk to them. There are 2 conclusions whenever I conversate with a girl. Its either it will end up awkward and we'll both be silent, or she will somehow laugh at my jokes (although most of the time I dont know if I was even attempting to make a joke). Maybe because I dont talk too much, every word that comes out of my mouth turns out to be topsy turvy.

Paris was quite a nice place.

My friend Zahid knows this story. She was our classmate. I never really talk to her. Well, I never really talk to any girl when I was in form 1 till form 3 when I went to school in Bangi. She's nice. well spoken, and she's more to the polite side of girls that I know. When we had our class's post-PMR barbeque party, we were supposed to exchange presents between boys and girls, and lo and behold, I got a surprise present from her.. :D But disappointingly, my present was for someone else. Either way, that was the first time I got something from a girl, and I still cherished the wrapper and the small card that she wrote. The present was just a small stuffed animal, actually its a Digimon, called Togemon, and I think its somekinda keychain too, because it has keychain stuffs, whatever they are called.

Its like this, but much cuter.

Unfortunately, I lost it when I went to SASER. I think it must've been falling off my bag, or someone took it. But someday I'm going to get a new one back. After PMR, most of our classmates from 3 Amanah went to SBPs and MRSMs. She went to an SBP. In the meantime, I was always sending her email, sometimes chatting with her on the net. By that time, it was a great courage for me to be able to communicate with someone like that. We talked about stuffs, and she was very friendly. I could tell that she likes manga and anime, so we sort of have some things in common.. =p

Something in common! :D

When I was in SASER, sometimes before exams or something, theres a service, like sending messages or cards, something like wanting to brighten up the spirit I guess. So I guess I did send her one. Then she replied. And I replied back. And somehow we kept being in touch, but now with letters. I was sometimes embarrassed because she would send me letters in bright and colorful envelopes hehe..but it was nice though.. :D My classmate Shahrizal was our schools' rekacipta project participant, and he went to her school for the competition. I was pleaseantly surprised when he said someone send me a message. I dont remember what it said, but it was such a small thing, lipat2 camtu je. She was always creative I guess. I sent her a letter back to say thanks for still remembering me.. :)

Not something like this..but well..it was small..

After SPM, we still contacted each other, I didnt meet her face to face, only when we had our class reunion. And even then, I couldnt really muster the courage to even strike a conversation with her. To be honest, I kinda like her. But I know that I'm not prepared, and I dont even think that I'm suitable for her. But I hate it that I didnt even try to say something. To say that I like her, at least. I will still have a chance to meet her, as our classmates are always up to a reunion, and stuffs like that..though, I can only go back home once a year..But it was a really nice experience...Well, fellow readers..who is she actually?... =p

..drops of jupiter..

We love our shoes, right? Even us men. Only when we can afford them, haha.. So today I'm going to tell you guys about my current batch of shoes.

Puma

This is only my third ever futsal shoes. Costs around RM130, after discount. I bought it at Midvalley Megamall, at some obscure sports outlet near the bowling place and cinema. I find it quite comfortable, at the time I could only find the yellow ones that are kinda cool, so what the heck. Its durable, and I think I've been wearing it for about 2 years now. I never wore it outside, on the streets. I wear it only when I'm playing futsal.

Admiral.

My first futsal shoes. Turns out to be a flop. But judging by the price, around RM60, I couldn't complain much. Bought it at Midvalley Megamall, at Jusco's sports department. Its loose, and it doesn't really feels like wrapping around my feet. Its horrible when you pass the ball, its even worse when you try to shoot too. This one I do wear it on the streets. One of the shoes that I regret buying it.

Adidas classic.

I bought these babies just near the end of last year in Moscow, the Discount Center near Metro Avtosavodskaya. These cost me only around 1600rubles. I've been skeptical before buying it, but I never had shoes like these type before, so I decided to have a go. Turns out that its quite nice to wear. The colors black and white contrasts nicely, and my feet doesn't look big when I'm wearing. Currently my first choice whenever I go to class and places.

DC Shoes.

I think these are rip-offs. Which explains why it only cost me around RM60. Bought it at some shoe shop in Berjaya Time Square, when I went back home to Malaysia last summer. The shoelaces were bought from Radioactive, RM3 I think. This is not my first time buying skate shoes, but this time it disappointed me. The back of the shoes are already ripped-like, thus always destroying the back of my socks also. I think its kinda nice to look at, but not really practical.

Solomon.

These badasses are for heavy duty work. I bought it way back when I was in my pre-med. These cost me 4000 something rubles.Very nice to wear especially in winter or pre-winter, when the snow is like melting a bit, or when theres heavy snow, you just bulldoze through all that crap of snow like you are in a fucking tractor, just because you are wearing these shoes, and just because you can. They are not pleasant too look at, but boy they are good. And also heavy. No water or snow goes through the shoes, it is just unacceptable. I dont always wear them though, only when the weather forces me to.